Beyond Grasp
I want to be soft today
Been so hard for so long
To be soft and pliable
would be heaven
To see things in a blur
not as shards or sharply
To hear the quiet
Ignore the pounding
Just one solitary day
To be the person I'd like to be
To feel without analyzing
Oh, to let life flow over me
Not shoot through me
Would be so lovely
Do I beg for this?
Do I plead?
On bent knees do I seek it?
Does it just come?
Understanding nothing
I think I'll miss the softness
No matter how I long for it