Forgive Me
I hurt someone I love
I don't revel
I sink
Why did I do that?
The only person I even like
What was I thinking?
It is so easy to do
The one you love is a target
They stay, they stand, they take
Damnit to hell, why?
I deserve no less than to be ignored
I should be grateful
Why put up with me?
I'm such a fucking idiot
I love him to death
And yet I said what I did
It cut, I know
And I suck
I'm sorry doesn't cut it
But I am
Fuck
Me