Lazy Days Ahead
Don't do that thing you do anymore
You annoy me so very much when you whine
I want to kick you in the face
And watch you bleed through your teeth
Shut it up now I can't stand the buzzing
Your voice is so ugly
Just like your mind
Yeah come on, tell me whats in your wormy brain
So I can tell you to fuck off
Give me a book and educate me
Teach me to dice and cut, and I'm a cook all the sudden
So what I burned down your cooker
It was stupid looking anyhow
It was green for christ sakes
Gossip about me to your churchy friends
Their eyes follow me one way or the other anyway
Think they can see my black heart?
I hope so, 'cause there's so much bile I could spit on them
I'd like that actually, to see it running over their faces
I fuck; I'm bad, yeah it feels so good didn't you know?
You really should give it a go sometime
Maybe the anal mentality would dissipate
You should watch me fuck maybe then see how good I am at it
And for once in my life you could be proud
You make me laugh and cause me to snear
So sensitive to my case that you grind at me
Every
single
day
you
tell
my
faults
Very good of you to do so
I'm not sure I could last without hearing it all
So I listen and I day dream
Seeing the knife as it goes through your spleen
The blood spurting out over my hands
But it's not to be because I have plans
I'm getting away for a while
Taking a sabbatical from your hatred, as it were
I plan to rest and relax and just be me
Without your thoughts pelting
Seeing the sun through my green eyes
And not hearing the echos of distaste will be…
Wonderful
So it's goodbye to you, dearest one
It's time for me to become myself
Takin' off for a lazy day