Ode to a Coffin
So you went and died did you?
I have to laugh because it's a surprise
How you could one moment be so frightening
Scare the shit out of me
And the next you're nothing but worm food?
Oh God how did this come about?
I thought you'd never go!
I suspected you hung on to torment me
But I guess your torment is only beginning
I wonder what it's like in hell
I wonder if maybe you are crying
Like I used to when you beat me
I hope so and every tear I'd laugh at
That would be the greatest thing
To be able to finally know you hurt
The way I did
The eulogy is all done
The stone is engraved
And the box is ready and waiting
The thing is… are you ready?
Will you haunt my dreams?
Will your spirit come?
I can say this much
If you do come… be ready
'Cause you're in for an earful
If you can still hear that is
I have so much to tell you
So many things to share
How I abhor you
How you made me feel like shit
How you hurt me
My flesh crawled when you were around
How you created a pain in my chest
How it is free now
And no longer can twist up
No longer fuck with me
Won't say good bye
Just bye… it was…
Almost endless
Heh, almost
And away you go
But wait! you got me yet!
Didn't you… you fucking bitch!
I feel guilt? for being happy?
For being happy you can't touch me?
For being glad you can't call me whore?
Jesus christ! why is this happening?
So you come back from the void
To eat at me?
You fucking bitch! you knew this
Knew when you were gone you'd come
In my own brain
I fucking hate you!
Die for God's sake just die!
Leave me alone
And go… please?