Solitude Escapes
Solitude being the only thing I've known for so long
now screams at me to leave it alone and to go forth
Why it abandons me I have no clue and I grieve a bit
Solitude does this when we've been through so much
I can't understand why it doesn't like me any longer
Why it would disappear and leave me to struggle?
Being alone has always been my saving grace
Loneliness was my best friend for so long you see
it chooses to be an enemy now and to ignore me
So I live each day, yearning for it to come back to me
It is not that I liked it overmuch it was just always there
But I know it has departed forever and now I fight fear
Fear of the unknown pleasure of actually having a friend
Can I trust it like I did solitude is the question in my brain
My heart steps in and tells me yes and my soul agrees
The differences are astounding as now I have to think
I can't just live and be a mindless walking thing anymore
I have another to feel what I feel and that alone is beautiful
Embracing this new existance is not so difficult really
As love is now the friend and the emotion of it keeps me
Goodbye solitude it was an interesting existance
Hello love I think you and I have a few things to discuss
I might be new to it and I'll stumble but I'll say this
That you are a much easier companion to be with
And much more lovely