Suffer
Faith is gone and I feel no hope
Lost in this place I just stare
Where did my beliefs go?
Out the window with religion
I guess
I hate suffering this fate
Of wanting things I can't have
Why do I have to be so particular
It squeezes everything out of me
Damn all of it
I sit alone again and just think
No logic in it really just all emotions
Feelings and things just flow over
So still I can sit to think
Just think
But then who am I to be sad?
I am just one of the many
I have no right to be upset
Alive and well is where I am
I think
One day I would like courage
Then I'd break free and not worry
Worry is going to kill me
Now I just sit and think about it
But actually forgetting to worry
And not be sad…
One day come quickly
please